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acidicly-pleasing:

if you ever see me around portland, feel free to murder me! please. take this offer.

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and you wonder why I don’t fucking trust you

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okay I’m done w everything
leave me alone
just kidding don’t
I don’t know
send me asks and just idk
to make me feel better I guess
idk or don’t
it doesn’t matter

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Anonymous: If u want someone to vent to I'm always here even though we aren't friends but still 

who is this?? how am I supposed to vent to u if ur on anon lol

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my bf got mad at me earlier for trying to give him a blowjob while he was playing LoL
like fuck man I feel like that shouldn’t be something to be mad at. ok

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fuck
please stop this
have I been lying to myself this whole time?
has this whole fucking dumb shit ‘oh I’m okay now I’m over my depression’ just been some fucking placebo effect I’ve fucking placed myself in to make myself think things are gonna be alright?
fuck.

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but it’s not.
I am not ok
and I can’t accept it
because i want so fucking badly to be alright for once
and not have to lie to you fucking all when you ask how things fucking are
I don’t want the fucking attention anymore like I used to
I just want to go away.
I used to hurt myself for attention, for people to see I wasn’t fucking ok.
but now it’s,
I don’t know
fuck
I don’t know what to do
maybe I’m just drunk and fucking dumb.
probably.

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I think I need to go away. I pretend like it’s all okay.

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how can I do thos